Friday, 8 January 2010

New Year.. New You..

..isn't that how the saying goes.. well i think for me, this actually does apply! Starting off the year, unemployed certainly made things different.. although i don't regret the decision i made about leaving my previous job, it doesn't mean its not scary and undeniably something that weighs on the soul a little bit!
Ok.. i know that being unemployed isn't the most important things in the world.. happiness, love and laughter make life great and fulfilling.. but you can't deny that money will help with that.. i worry because now that i have moved out of "home" and out on my own (with my partner) in the big wide world, things that you never really took seriously before become way to real.. such as bills and paying rent! I'm lucky though, i have a very understanding and supportive partner, he keeps me sane and level, he knows when i'm feeling off and talks me through it and i always feel lighter.
It's only been a month, since i've been out of work but i'm already feeling antsy.. i don't know if its an in built asian thing.. where i "should" be working.. but i feel im taking control and making my own way through life and not as other people think we should be living.
Life is so precious that we should all learn to let go for a while, to free fall and enjoy the things that we all hold dear to us! So 2010.. come as you will, i am ready to take you on!

Live to the fullest!
An optimistic soul!